Perfectly Imperfect Obsession

  I still hate blogs, or not blogs but writing about myself. Seriously, I don’t find myself interesting enough for anyone to want to read any of this. Even I would rather live in the worlds I can create from my imagination, so why would anyone want to know about my real life? But I’m going to try to give this a shot again. I know I have to put the time into it. I recently had someone ask me why I wanted to sell books. My immediate response was, “I want people to read my stories.” They were surprised by that—I know I was—as they thought I would say I want to make millions. They said everyone else they asked that same question responded about tons of money. I started thinking about my answer more later. Would I like to make money doing this? Absolutely. I would love to be able to do this full-time. But it’s not so much that I want to make millions—I’m not going to complain if somehow that were to happen—but honestly, I would just like for this to be my job, for me to be able to m...

  Anyone who knows me knows that I’m random and slightly chaotic. I’ve been accused of living in a fantasy world most of my life. I don’t believe that’s accurate. Trust me, I know what is real or not. But there is something to that comment. There is always some story, some idea running through my head. I know my family and friends (talking about you, Heather, lol) get exasperated with me for always having new ideas. Everyone is like, finish this one first. Believe me, I want to; I truly do. My mind is just a jumbled, chaotic mess of ideas, though. I try to write bits and pieces down, so I won’t forget them. Plus, that helps so I can continue on with what I need to be working on. While working on the Dark Series, with Dark Secrets and Dark Whispers, one day in the summer, an idea came to me. And while I just was going to write a bit so I could keep it in my folder of ideas, it turned out to be something more. During that summer, I completed the entire book. It’s a completely differ...

  Have I neglected my blog? Yes.   Horribly so? Double yes.   Do I swear I will update once a week from now on? No.   I don’t like to make promises that I don’t know if I’ll keep. And let’s be honest here. I get distracted, easily.   I had big plans for this blog. Then things started getting busy at work, but then in November 2019, I had the BEST day ever!!!!!!!! There are not enough exclamation points for how wonderful this day was.   November 11, 2019 in Fort Worth, Texas at Dickies Arena. That was the first day of SuperM’s first ever concert tour. It was their FIRST concert! And I was there!   You guys, you know how you have a goal that you really want to achieve but you just know you won’t. Well, my goal was to see Baekhyun. I wanted to breathe the same air as that man. And that happened that night. The concert was amazing. Baekhyun, Taemin, Kai, Taeyong, Ten, Lucas, Mark, they were amazing, perfect, and so talented, and so ...